i night i cant sleep cus i see shadows of demos dancing laughing at my misery and everyday is a battle jjst to survjve
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i night i cant sleep cus i see shadows of demos dancing laughing at my misery and everyday is a battle jjst to survjve and live m having fucked up visions inside my head of people dead and im hearing voices telling me some crazy shit i feel im possessed and to numb it all away the higher i get even though i know to my health its hazrdous i went from having it to not having shit i cant even begin to explain how bad is gets and to add to it every dqy these demons im battling and i can't seem to shake th,em off my back and its starting to take its toll on me i can feel it in my soul here tryna take control of me maybe i need help off the top of my lungs i scream and i shout but still no ones around ive learn thst i gotta do it aiont by myself sad cuz i got used to being alone and now when someone triew to get close i just push them away afraid that all get in return if ilet my guard down is some more pain rain rain go away am im crazy or am already insane my moma said as a baby all i did was cry through the night with a blank look in my eye like i wasn't there guess 8m just another lost soul stuck at a cross road why must i feel this way and wilk it ever go away or am i alwayd gonna feel this pain inside my hewd and my chest i wish that i could live my life the best way but i domt know how to go a day wiyh out getting high dear lord why am hewr for and why musti shed tearw for
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i night i cant sleep cus i see shadows of demos dancing laughing at my misery and everyday is a battle jjst to survjve and live m having fucked up visions inside my head of people dead and im hearing voices telling me some crazy shit i feel im possessed and to numb it all away the higher i get even though i know to my health its hazrdous i went from having it to not having shit i cant even begin to explain how bad is gets and to add to it every dqy these demons im battling and i can't seem to shake th,em off my back and its starting to take its toll on me i can feel it in my soul here tryna take control of me maybe i need help off the top of my lungs i scream and i shout but still no ones around ive learn thst i gotta do it aiont by myself sad cuz i got used to being alone and now when someone triew to get close i just push them away afraid that all get in return if ilet my guard down is some more pain rain rain go away am im crazy or am already insane my moma said as a baby all i did was cry through the night with a blank look in my eye like i wasn't there guess 8m just another lost soul stuck at a cross road why must i feel this way and wilk it ever go away or am i alwayd gonna feel this pain inside my hewd and my chest i wish that i could live my life the best way but i domt know how to go a day wiyh out getting high dear lord why am hewr for and why musti shed tearw for
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