TheonlyKamiilia
TheonlyKamiilia

who am I even singing to?

who am I even singing to?

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5 months ago

ima just be honest check check I just wrote my whole heart out & it all got erased how much more shit can I take I like to sing but the nicotine addiction is crazy, I'm a fiend and I just went through trauma and I'm tryna front like everything's okay pushing people away then wondering why can't they stay I'm tired of the victim set mentality feeling like I can do this shit alone gladly but I can't but I can't trust nobody guess this is a diss to myself nobody listens to music I feel so useless wondering like who am I even singing to no plays no weight no money tryna figure it outs like arubics cube and I'm always running in the same circle nobody cares they taking me as a joke like irkle but I wish that I was joking wish I wasn't smoking but thats all I ever knew tryna do something different & I hear who do you think you are tryna be a star when you can't even clean up after yourself you're a fucking slob guess I'm too mentally ill to pursue it this music such a shame talents wasted for a Satan's game

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4 months ago

Fiya 🚀

5 months ago

ima just be honest check check I just wrote my whole heart out & it all got erased how much more shit can I take I like to sing but the nicotine addiction is crazy, I'm a fiend and I just went through trauma and I'm tryna front like everything's okay pushing people away then wondering why can't they stay I'm tired of the victim set mentality feeling like I can do this shit alone gladly but I can't but I can't trust nobody guess this is a diss to myself nobody listens to music I feel so useless wondering like who am I even singing to no plays no weight no money tryna figure it outs like arubics cube and I'm always running in the same circle nobody cares they taking me as a joke like irkle but I wish that I was joking wish I wasn't smoking but thats all I ever knew tryna do something different & I hear who do you think you are tryna be a star when you can't even clean up after yourself you're a fucking slob guess I'm too mentally ill to pursue it this music such a shame talents wasted for a Satan's game

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