deep end here we go again anxiety my best friend competing like who going to win have ever been in so much pain that you can't cry in the bed you lie staring at the wall tell your self why why didn't i died they push me out something I did no doubt don't know what that's about growing up on the mail route old schools put me on now I'm out on bon don't know where it all went wrong life's too short but the time felt long deep end here we go again anxiety my best friend competing like who going to win I'm in the deep end the deep end here we go again is it ever gonna end