Everyone got fears Sweet sweet Memos It’s funny how someone comes into your life, makes a place for themselves in your heart, stays a while then all of a sudden leaves. It’s a type of pain that can never be removed. They said I shall say maybe say I was too young to understand I'm only starting to relate They say this is life where u cannot rule no shit Said the silent enemies The only light to my life has been my mom Everyday I Made Myself Strong, keep Making Promises That Not To Remember You Again, But, Every Night I Re-look Your Old Pictures And Don't Know Why It Makes Me Weak Again.. I call her with all the sweet names And the void that I had forever lived with Had never been there. Cause oh dear lord you really blessed me with one of the kind there Have u ever been inside ur fears I mean that's me when I'm thinking bout my pops Man what's that,It truly takes a village to raise a child I'm who I am today because of y'all Used to stay up until midnight questioning myself why me Lord forgive me if I ever wronged you But I truly feel like this has nothing to do with me Am I being punished, Had never heard or seen her Big hole to my heart but make sure it stays hidden I can never complain crs I got it all Made sure that I don't let the evilness of this life never hide my smile OK whenever I'm feeling down I look up Then enjoy the dizziness, trust me it'll be so comforting They came and tried but eventually failed I'm sorry but it was never your mission Scared of me whenever I'm alone with me My life feels like a museum when its lights off Then shines the only star My mom You have no idea how much it hurts to miss you and not get to talk to you. I never knew I would cry so much just by missing you.