What do I do with the stress I try to get out of myself out of my head Blood sweat and tears I take my last breath Eat sleep as I creep under the sheets I hide in the night no one sees me no one tries To get my attention as I cry why is it so hard this life I can’t get out of my head my resentments keep me warm instead He gives me all I need He’s a jit he’s on his knees Desperado would you please Turn the lights off as you leave Now it’s time to have my dream There is not much more to say The cob webs grow more and more each day In my head these thoughts won’t go away If I sell my soul I’ll make him pay [Post-Chorus] What is a girl to do these days With much uncertainty I move this way Now get up You have to move It’s not like you have anything to lose I’ve gotta get back in the groove Eat, sleep, repeat Eat sleep repeat [Verse 2] Im walking right out the door I feel my feet stuck on the floor It’s a force to be reckoned with How do I get out of this I’m in too deep I’m living it The more I drink he touches my tits [Chorus] The more I think the more I sink Into a sea of desperation can’t sleep a wink How do I tell him I am sick He doesn’t listen he doesn’t speak Into my bed he creeps Don’t play with me I’m not in the mood I don’t even know him he’s up to no good I’m so wasted I can’t see clear I feel my fate is coming near I took too much I cannot feel This man inside my room is what I fear