that I'm not the same I really dont know why the fuck does everyone put on me the blame I just always feel ashamed but I got noone to blame I'm tired of my life go ahead and aim(on me) I'm really tired I have nothing anymore to lose he yelled that's perfect that I workout when he knew he thought that was finally some good news he said now you have your past self and new self you gotta choose but no one knows the pain that i went through he said" 69 down 69 forget that joud" I dont know and you gotta tell me what I have to do but it's just hard ifa you wanna convince me you gotta pass the guards baby flip yours I can see your cards baby I cant wake up except with your alarm haya or joud it doesn't even make sense to me these two people sound like the same guest to me these kind of friends were the best to me they stood beside me