she said she told me that she doesnt like me any more but a minute how much perfect did you think im for I may be perfect sometimes and many times or maybe you may think I'm not that perfect doll baby If you think it's easy then its just not How am I still breathing I swear it's all luck I'm sitting all alone my room is all locked I did everything just to gain half your trust I couldn't sleep though it's hard to wake up I don't know anything i saw her I am lust I found my old songs and theres only dust I tried to to tell but you just did the block I couldn't live but somehow you dont give a fuck all the ways bae you thought I'd always suck she thinks I'm not perfect but maybe im the one she thought but you're wrong I'm never done baby thought but you're wrong it's not even fun baby you're also wrong this time you hadn't even won baby think again maybe the one must not be perfect hes not perfect had on you some effect bae let's just chill and sit and just watch netflix maybe I'm not him but I have some benefits Now I  just woke up I feel like Imma have to throw up The times that she may have been inside my head These times that made me feel like dead Look at me now imma snap the fuck outta you 69 down 69 road i forgot that joud But though still you made a big pin inside me The times you may have been interested in me The times that I couldn't even find so I made them Fuck you fuck her and fuck anyone who needed to to play wimme I stalked you and stalked her and you appeared like fucking me Now see how the fuck I came out I know I cursed alot and shout(ed) I know if you hear this you wont even frown But im sure my bros will give me the crown I told you dont but you also let me down You used to throw my pick up lines But now I'm throwing you وفيكي بهين وبزل قوليلها وقوليلو انا مش بحل Hiccups ...no more me like joud Drinking and living life without joud Problems are solved when I'm not with joud My heart beats fucking regularly when I'm not with joud Broken heart boys rolling down the streets Everytime I see you my heart skips a beat So fuck you and fuck everyone that may treat me like this I got lost as my bros just said I used to hit my head with some bricks I love you but you treated me like shit I was lost but now I woke up I swear i will never make my self for some Bitches that I can throw in a dunk Blowing that smoke off my cigarette Forget that gun I was used to it Living on my own and I wont loose them for it So fuck you again I know you may be surprised right now But I was living in a room full of drought I thought u loved me and threw that doubt You did but it's my turn to let you down Ay ay Let's be honest You were always trolling Wanted to call but now I'm calling She said it's okay again hes falling for me But now I see the times have passed The ways that she said it how bad Dont worry I'm not sad I'm just mad I just want to do the bade She said the sky is black Though its blue As shes looking through the moon I stocked to my thoughts with a glue Fuck it now I'm reckless 29 and 16 down my necklace She said a day and I'll forget this And now its has been three years and I still didn't get it Oh Was it a joke She I'll be okay I wanted to choke All she wanted was to play It's just a role Is she mad ya she may I knew it was a hole in my life you just wanted me to obey but you now should pay the times that you did me wrong oh the fuck that road was so long and yea I'm expressing my feelings through a song and yea I'm not always weak now I'm mentally strong now you're calling to check and I'm not picking up the phone anymore