let me start this off i just want to right my wrongs im depressed I could dive in the alcohol with derogative statements of neglect then go left forget my aim then let all get rearranged not here to mess my life up im already a wreck go to sleep in day time at night im wide awake this aint checkers i really had to move around force my self in chess dreamin wide awake before I die i wont be less got my 3rd eye open punch myself in the chest this is all real life consider this my test im elevated been more than ready im over pressed how can I rest no relaxation my mental been on overtime im more than stressed whens the last time that i wept no patience im more than next I push past all the bullshit off with the stench gotta make major moves just like mechanics know how often they stress throw a wrench then vanish thats problematic down to no goin back on decisions show commitment this is not no gimmick show no false intentions slippin through cracks you trippin like luggage these hands been used for more than just trips they gotta put in work dust em on my pants best believe i put in work show my worth appearances aint what it seems its called an observation take a look nigga If I could have one gift thats rap i can really talk bars nigga that facts have a real conversation no talkin just to chat get deep in emotions grab at the earth for the root if we talkin depth this land is more than the surface of truth still we face it take a dive double back go further than the motions tell me whats your plan i need to ask do you have it all together please help me understand if you ever need help i can lend a helping hand just know the difference from reality aint often enough said