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10 months ago

I poured my soul onto this shitt on some deep shittt Used to stay gold now I'm used to being cold In a cold world I be saying fuck a coat Everywhere I go people really losing hope Even had some family use a rope n they ain't even leave a note I be at the bottom trynna climb up like a goat Gotta couple holes up in my boat Numb emotions with some motha fuckin dope Goin through too much I'm struggling just to cope I was moving fast started swerving off the road Got locked up pissing on myself when both my legs were broke Couldn't even clean I couldn't even take a fuckin show(er) I was just a cripple couldn't even change my clothes Getting laughed at by the CO's now they trynn take me back n i aint tryn go Told my mamma imma run but she be yelling no They don't understand that I bottomed on the low Baby mamma used to treat me good now she just another hoe Sat back and watched her change for these drugs watch her go n fold 5 damn kids she ain't seein now she trynna have some more She be staying up for days lying to the po(lice) juss to really break my soul Convicted off of word of mouth that's just how it goes Trynna turn my guys against me trynna make em fold yeah, shittt She be trickin too hard with all the shit she told Who be on my side I guess I'll never really fuckin know Where the fucks the loyalty I thought that we was really bro's Used to do that dirt now we isn't talking anymore Can't believe I put you on when you was moving slow I was breaking bread when I was having problems of my own You ain't shit n never was I really should've known Even had my brother's ransack my house and my home Fucked up ain't it That's how it is man Nowadays I can't trust a soul But thatt shits replaceable right Fuck it you know what though... Even then again there's a snitch n I couldn't find out who the mole Sinnin way too much I shouldve probably see the pope Fuckin wit these girls be up on the pole Bleeding on the inside attracting all the crows(vultures) Cleaning up my messes with my nose talking bout that coke Fuckin wit my mental it'd be better if I croak When say I'm down I'm talking far below Everybody that I helped out be walking out that door Left me on my own so I'm rolling up getting real stoned Knick Knack Paddywhack someone toss me up a bone Show me something real not this fake shit that you shown Going down this road feeling all alone When Im balls deep the only time I really don't I be in the moment every time I Make her moan Then I wake up in the morning n she gone I know it ain't so I guess I'm living wrong Pain runs deep so I put it in a song Waiting on my moment for oh too long See Praying for these blessings as I did before Everything I say yeah I really mean from the bottom of my soul Every single line every single time wallow in my woes I was moving fast now it's time to really slow Can't believe the bitch got me on a fuckin roll In the end though I guess that's just how it goes Yeah in the end I guess that's how it really goes Never trust a hoe but I did so I guess I fucked up

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