I got the intuition that I will just stand alone/ stuck in my mind can I just go home/ no mom no dad no one to turn to l/ I look up and pray givin me the bird flu/ give me a sign/ I truly deserve u/ praying to god that he’ll get me out the mud to/ is it true to me believe what I see/ heartbroken in a way putting my life back together like a jog saw piece/ day and night I think suicide it’s do or die/ night time sky with them red and blue lights/ had to catch a couple kills like a perp on a 1st homocide/ this shit deep I’m torn as a person lost in a lot of ways/ trying to aim bigger maybe as the hall of fame naw I’m worthless/ and ima say it straight/ I feel like my life on the first 48/ can it just end put me at peace with my inner self I’ll never feel like me… again facing my deepest fears like 3 blind men/ hope this shit reaches u time to trade a life for them lil Rico