many pills i take that way I can feel all right I don't think I'm going to make it through the night I'm tired of the arguing why hell we fight if I overdose would I get a chance to see the light I'm tired of feeling broken wish It wasn't jokin its loaded ready for the motion heart's frozen been tossed inside too many times like i was nothing everywhere I go I feel like I keep interrupting in my mind im on running can you explain Tell me something why did you put me here what's the lesson My life I question cuz this depression I can't keep compressing alcohol and drugs so much smoke up in my lungs numb emotions unplugg coding Im a chug they tell me take it slow anxiety wont let me go like oh no relapse and never know certain moments get bit by bit trauma won't forget