who am i Who i once was is no more no mas NADA dam ~*^~*^~*^~*^~*^~*^~*^~ & SHIT ll ain't even tripp I am not like everyone else I consider myself a misfit I'm different just it's hard for me to change my position Im always on the go on a mission an along my mission im able to discover the good in everything everyone I hate it when people don’t  mind they own dam business y'all just be doing things just because other people are I hope to accomplish all the things I’ve ever wanted to do... I hear: the screams of the past and the lullaby of the future I crave: to know that I’ve made everyone smile at least once I regret: Not being able to show people who I really am I cry: When everything adds up and I just can’t take it anymore I care: about making myself happy and brining up people with me being put in last place I always: Give people advice from my own mistakes, and not tell my secrets I believe: That I will be happy and content with what I have made for myself, not what the world has given me. I feel alone: When I realize that there just isn’t anyone like me. I am one and only unique, and I will always be alone. I listen: to everything and act upon the most moving. I hide: Inside the person I really am. I drive: Myself with the knowledge that I can do whatever I want I sing: whenever no one is around. I dance: When I have idle time to think. I write: Because then pen and paper do not judge, and they can keep secrets I play: with the fact that I am in control over my life, in one way or another I miss: Being able to have no responsibility besides cleaning up my toys I search: for someone who will accept me as I am and never leave. Someone who can hold me and look in my eyes, without saying a word to solve the problems that just dissapear. I learn: something new every minute of the day I feel: Like I can do anything, even when I fell I am going to just give up, I never have… and I never will. I know: that one one day I won’t have to tell myself what to do, someone else will with all the emotion in the world. Simply because it makes them smile I say: Things I often don’t mean, just because it was what I was feeling at the time. I succeed: At least once ever day I dream: of getting back out of the world what I give to it. I wonder: how much longer I will have to undergo the ministrations of the world all by myself. I want: To always be happy I have: Anything (in myself) that I could ever hope for. I give: Smiles to everyone I talk to (or so I plan/hope) I fight: with the fact that there are some things I just can’t change… and I can’t control I need: Someone to love me