Josh Dirck
Josh Dirck

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6 months ago

Really can't remember when I lost me, this whole getting right path is so exhausting, I don't want these hoes please get up off me, she killing me softly, love her to death swear I'll catch a body, and another body, got me dropping everything the second I hear from you, you leaving is my greatest fear come true, I guess I'll learn to get through the days without you again, I still remember when, I never wanted the day to end, cuddled up with you laughing was time well spent, I guess all good things come to an end, I've been wondering when the better days are comin, I try to speed it up I'm always running, my minds always running, I close my eyes at night and there you are, I lose it because I can't get to you, you're too far, I reach out but you don't grab my hand, baby I don't understand, I thought I was your man, I hurt you, I hurt you, I hurt you, yes I hurt too, but I promised to never desert you, im your stink and you're my boo, I would walk through hell with a smile on my face if you was on the other side, I would go down a slide full of knives then go up to go back down the slide, just to know you're alright, I'm sorry for all the bitter tears, I'm sorry for the bitter years, I'm sorry for pushing you away because of my pain, no sunshine just clouds that are grey and full of rain, I always hope to run into you when I go out, but I figured you would just turn away and hide from me, I still keep all the secrets you confined with me, we all have ways of coping and that's fine with me, I just can't see, how you can hate me so quickly, on my knees, I can't breathe, this ain't me, been wishing you would come save me, from my heart breaking, swear my hearts aching, gotta a lot to repair, I always knew life wouldn't be fair, but come on now, karma be doing me so fowl, got me wanting to throw in the towel, but I can't give up, that means losing us, I told you one day I'm gonna marry you, tear up watching you walk down the isle, we kiss then I carry you, this feeling I have for you is so wild, my hearts a infinite flame that burns for you only, you're my wife, my best friend and homie, you make the nights not so lonely, you make our house homey, I can't wait to wake up from this nightmare I'm in, pull you close and kiss you like damn perfect timin, I can't just let you go, I love you too much and gotta let you know, I could never go anywhere, I'll climb mountains like stairs, just to see you there, you're my princess and I'm your prince, us not together doesn't make sense, you truly are heaven sent, first laid my eyes on you and been deeply in love ever since, I can't go one more second without you by my side, you're my ride or die, my Bonnie and I'm your Clyde, I'm doing my best please look through all my broken pieces, I've been getting attacked like it's open season, idc about nothing else, as long as I have my 2 favorite people to myself, I know at times I seem selfish and only care about me, but that's not true, I'm really scared of losing you, your heart hurts from all the bruising too, but the truth is, I'll always love you, until the universe runs out of time, I feel like I'm the one running out of time, I just wanna give you the time of your life, your love is flowers, don't blow away, my heart is captured, my love won't go away chilly

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6 months ago

Really can't remember when I lost me, this whole getting right path is so exhausting, I don't want these hoes please get up off me, she killing me softly, love her to death swear I'll catch a body, and another body, got me dropping everything the second I hear from you, you leaving is my greatest fear come true, I guess I'll learn to get through the days without you again, I still remember when, I never wanted the day to end, cuddled up with you laughing was time well spent, I guess all good things come to an end, I've been wondering when the better days are comin, I try to speed it up I'm always running, my minds always running, I close my eyes at night and there you are, I lose it because I can't get to you, you're too far, I reach out but you don't grab my hand, baby I don't understand, I thought I was your man, I hurt you, I hurt you, I hurt you, yes I hurt too, but I promised to never desert you, im your stink and you're my boo, I would walk through hell with a smile on my face if you was on the other side, I would go down a slide full of knives then go up to go back down the slide, just to know you're alright, I'm sorry for all the bitter tears, I'm sorry for the bitter years, I'm sorry for pushing you away because of my pain, no sunshine just clouds that are grey and full of rain, I always hope to run into you when I go out, but I figured you would just turn away and hide from me, I still keep all the secrets you confined with me, we all have ways of coping and that's fine with me, I just can't see, how you can hate me so quickly, on my knees, I can't breathe, this ain't me, been wishing you would come save me, from my heart breaking, swear my hearts aching, gotta a lot to repair, I always knew life wouldn't be fair, but come on now, karma be doing me so fowl, got me wanting to throw in the towel, but I can't give up, that means losing us, I told you one day I'm gonna marry you, tear up watching you walk down the isle, we kiss then I carry you, this feeling I have for you is so wild, my hearts a infinite flame that burns for you only, you're my wife, my best friend and homie, you make the nights not so lonely, you make our house homey, I can't wait to wake up from this nightmare I'm in, pull you close and kiss you like damn perfect timin, I can't just let you go, I love you too much and gotta let you know, I could never go anywhere, I'll climb mountains like stairs, just to see you there, you're my princess and I'm your prince, us not together doesn't make sense, you truly are heaven sent, first laid my eyes on you and been deeply in love ever since, I can't go one more second without you by my side, you're my ride or die, my Bonnie and I'm your Clyde, I'm doing my best please look through all my broken pieces, I've been getting attacked like it's open season, idc about nothing else, as long as I have my 2 favorite people to myself, I know at times I seem selfish and only care about me, but that's not true, I'm really scared of losing you, your heart hurts from all the bruising too, but the truth is, I'll always love you, until the universe runs out of time, I feel like I'm the one running out of time, I just wanna give you the time of your life, your love is flowers, don't blow away, my heart is captured, my love won't go away chilly

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