Mother Why did it happen? Why did it happen? Half way through health class Got called to the office Thought my ass was grass Cuz I take no shit in class or out class Little did I know the bad news to come My uncle and cousin came to pick me up Both in tears Little did I know that feeling in my stomach Full of dread that was a sickening fear Mother I didn’t know what was going on We stopped by aunties for whatever reason Headed to the gas station Mother That’s when we got the news My worst fear came true My grandma said “pretty” died That’s when I knew I lost you My mother, my best friend My protector to the very end The secrets we shared You said I was your favorite Even though you loved us all You trusted me the most For you I’ll drink this coor’s light Here’s a toast just for you It’s all I have, just like you were all I had Since that day mom I could never truly trust a woman Not like I could you Mother I just wish you knew All the hardships I been through And the worst part about it all? I can’t even fucking share with you I need your advice, I need your guidance Mother I’m sorry your not here Missing you is my worst fear Lately when I think of you I can barely shed a tear I wish I could’ve gotten you To that hospital sooner Then you’d still be here With a thousand memories to share Whether it be happiness, sickness, or despair Mother I love you from the bottom of this cold heart And that’s for real My life for yours Mother I would’ve traded it without fear You should be here and I should be there Laying in a casket six feet under Sleeping to that thunder Mother But it’s like you said Bad things happen to good people You weren’t perfect But you were my version of perfect My diary, My Journal Like doug funny But this shit ain’t funny Your favorite song Mother Jocelyn Enriques Do You Miss Me Mother when I hear that song That’s when the tears turn on Part of me has become desensitized to death But yours hit me harder than the twin towers With your death my body lost power Mother I know one thing If that fairytale place called heaven is real I guess I’ll see you again Only time will tell So watch over me My guardian angel Both good and bad decisions I know you’ll still love me As the oldest I make it my job To be the boldest Mother Mother my dear mother I’ll miss you forever and ever Life is not fair Grandma said god took her When her heart was right But that imaginary fucker That son of a bitch ain’t right Mother Mother I miss you my dear mother