chorus: everyday waking up just be hard everyday waking up just be hard Verse 1:now I'm thinking to myself I need mental health and I don't know why I'm Rappin this from a cell I feel like I'm in hell I'm trapped inside I feel like I'll never be alive my brain is fried every mother f***** lied to me all I wanted was your honesty but these n***** be smarter than me and I just want to bleed Verse 2: I just want to be free I be living in agony I don't know what to believe anymore, at this point I just need to see things differently. I just need somebody to listen to me. Verse 3: and I might just be smoking weed and heating up dabs I learned that from my dad I'm really glad I never went to class Verse 4: I'm playing basketball and all they do is pass but I'm scoring I'm scorching the Earth im, I'm just trying to learn something that should be burned and our brains until the day we die until the thrill we lie and I'm just dying inside while everybody be looking at me through their eyes I just want to die, Verse:5 hey yo it's verse five, I look to the sky I wanted to cry I wanted to tie the rope and say goodbye and I still just might. I want to smite everybody that looking at me funny I'm going to bite everybody that shunned me, honestly it real cunning.