yo I wanna change be a better man not need to pop a xan to feel normal again I never thought I'd struggle with depression but I'm feeling like I'm at the dead end over consuming drugs I've lost myself but I'm getting my brain back one day at a time can barely rhyme I think my brain is just fried from all of the ice and these cold long night shaking from withdrawal I wanna be normal one day I'll probably just pop a bottle of 50 I'll miss my family but hod what am I missing put yourself in my position I feel so different