nigga why are tripping so many things bothering me got me twisted I've been fuck up sipping this alcohol trying to get conscience clean up losing my mind i can't think straight the weight is too heavy for me carry developing so much muscle I can't withstand the heat chasing my goals that's my hustle pray it will wish me well feeling this hard metal on my chest causing so many agony pain flowing round my sickle cell praying for everything to end up well I've been passing through hell my brain is aching that's why am trying to pass it out so that someone can impact the same understand what the fuck I've been going through I've been dead inside trying to hide it from others I can't blink my eyes because it's so hard for me to sleep every time i try to sleep something like a dark shadow will just creep make me vibrate with so much fear and i wake up and look myself is just a night mare like the walls are closing in something keep on staring at me like a hungry bear so many struggles i pass through in life living in this world never been satisfied believe on God that's my strife the bible is a weapon that can't lie that's my knife fuck it, so many intention couldn't mention how i feel inside of me is killing me inside buh i won't die hoping for better change God knows my heart so i use my emotion try to set the compass I know, I've played my part it's right for them to act, as we impact believing my heart and soul are free I won't want the change the person in me I pray they all see and understand my pain I've gone through this pass years crying in tears full of sorrow praying for better weather of tomorrow amen!!..