Yes or No

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7 months ago

Song dedicated to my wife! Or hell my ex!! Based on true stories & events. She sent me a song. N I reply to her, kept me on read. So I told her yesterday. That imma write a song bout it. N publish it by today. & that’s what I did!!! Lol crazy cause I haven’t been able to write shit for over a month now. Maybe longer. But ofc she gives me the inspiration to write. Lol Lyrics: Been looking for inspiration to write. & it’s you who still aspires me. When I had the drugs & all the money. You fucked with me tough. But now you acting funny. You say you hated the old me, But I think that phony. Cause I present to you. The new me. & you act like you never knew me. call your phone, But you don’t answer at all. Like no one’s home, But em messages I know you saw. But you’ll send me songs. As if that’s the way you feel. But you gots it wrong. Just to keep it real Those songs, belongs to me. That’s exactly how I feel. I know I cheated, Left your heart bleeding. I know how it feels to be cheated. Cause you was out eating semen. Damn just reminiscing interrupting my demons. I remember one evening. I told this guy. I was going walk to your new place on the west side. & see your pretty face. He said what the smash pad. I said what? Mean the crash pad. Cause everybody crashing there. He said no it’s called the smash pad. Cause everybody smashing there. Why you think I showed up pissed off, With a saw off shotgun. Made everybody fucking up n run. Should of been there, But you was working flirting twerking at the club. But I know you did hear. Damn that night was rough. They say you are who you hang around, That’s exactly who you is, So I know you were crowned getting down with the business. Member your friend tootie. The one with the big juicy fruity booty. Got fucked 9 times, By 6 guys. In one night At the bando. I know three of them guys you also let hit though. First it was qualls, then Andre. Not long after all, Fucking Andre you fucked JJ. Maybe all in the same day aye Our son would say that shits cray cray. You’re not the only one hurt. But you’re the only one with my heart. The only one keeping us apart. So I smell what you cooking. But it smells like farts if God can forgive me, I can forgive you, Why can’t you forgive me. Like what it fucking do? But you thanked me. Now let me thank you. Wasn’t for pain n misery. I would of stayed the same dude. I would’ve never realized. What it means to be a nice guy. You created this dude. That I am now. If it wasn’t for you not sticking around. Gods honest truth. You would of never been proud. Of the guy I am now. So no bs. Tell me what it really is. Simple yes or a no. Do you leave me on read? Bc we really dead? Or you just like fucking with my head. Cause I really need to know. Yes is dead. No is what I said. Pick one. N then I’m done. But I need know which way to run. Towards you. Or going forward without you. Take your time & think bout it. I’ll be right here waiting. Fucked up my life all along, is our song, But I don’t been faking. I really fucking be bout it. But don’t take too long. Cause honestly I’m getting tired of waiting. It’s been 8 years. I’m getting over my dating fears. & a life I’m now creating. Have me waiting too long & I may be gone! But with you a life is worth making!

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