[[HOOK#1]]Smokin' and drinkin', drinkin' and smokin' Hopin' for hope, but I'm hopeless Too much distractions, I'm losin' my focus Too much pain, could barely notice]] [Verse 1] Depression hurts
I don't know what can help
You lose your mind and start talking    to yourself saying u had enough its time to hang it up cause  life so fucked up all I
 Worrie about is  getting fucked up So I can hide my problem but its
Problem after problem so lord please how do I slove em I got nothing but
Suicidal thoughts running though my head
all I think about is my kids I'm just so lost  [[HOOK#2]] Smokin' and drinkin', drinkin' and smokin' Hopin' for hope, but I'm hopeless Too much distractions, I'm losin' my focus Too much pain, could barely notice]] I really dont know what do anymore I jus hope I Make the right decision in my life for my kids and my wife All I want is everybody to know we all Got problems and we all go through them the only time I feel free is when im with them After that  it's right back to the bull shit only if they no what i  be going trough  everyday tryna to get back to the way I was I'm tired of escapin', I'm tired of the drugs Tired of these evil thoughts ain't normal when you gotta bring your gun to bed, [[HOOK#3]] Smokin' and drinkin', drinkin' and smokin' Hopin' for hope, but I'm hopeless Too much distractions, I'm losin' my focus Too much pain, could barely notice]]