I question myself am I ever going to make it All this mental health fuck man I can't take it I remember when I never had to fake it promised myself I was never going to break it You want me to apologise I advise otherwise Your brother dies Your mother cries I realise your disguise You want to see my demise I know that you are telling lies Something I should televise Know that I am Hella wise You criticize and demonise You fantasize to ostrasize You glamorise and improvise Recognise I stabilised Which side are you going take up What lie are you going to make up Don’t know where you might wake up I question myself am I ever going to make it All this mental health fuck man I can't take it I remember when I never had to fake it promised myself I was never going to break it Now I'm not numb The fun and games are over Now that I'm sober I remember what you did I'm not God I won't forgive the memories live on I was in the wrong so I made a song