Yo you telling me its her loss I don't know about that about to show whose boss whose cool maybe she might snap back I'm no longer whack at rap back in tye game its insane yo I should of never left but I was with this girl she gave me a good rest (woo) back the pain I will never be tye same truth is I did wanna die maybe that's why I wanted to try suicide that's not her but me you see we were friends not dating I was always there for her even if she considered fainting but I'm not cool enough or attractive enough apparently to me she was heavenly but for her I was bad a 1/10 but then I helped ger through tough her stage of life she put me in mine not hr fault but maybe that led to me wanting to get a knife and cut myself one of the issues of my mental health I wrote her a song and she said nice put my heart and soul into it I thought it fire she thought it was ice So why did I help her she made me happy but now I can't be I don't know who to trust, I don't even trust myself so before bed I just wanna scream and yell so why did I chase after you and give you so much time and money maybe because I thought the truth was that you liked me and thought I was funny but anyway I have moved on now NOT I mean how I don't know I just can't let go like I though we were best friends like all throughout school we would talk but now I'm not that cool and no longer her rock but she was my world I loved more then me but you see that's how I get so selfish and Experience jealousy its like she never cared at all I failed we would always call but that's not enough to her so she had to desert me like that man I don't even know why I tired maybe because I thought she cared about me the same way I cared for her but that's just lies she didn't gave a shit about me never ever haha so I lie to myself sometimes saying she was my friend and give her most of my money to spend I cried for days and days did she probably not not saying she does not have a heart just no heart towards me so my parents where like to me well I guess it's her loss I'm sure she will ask to be friends again soon why lie she said goodbye but why I don't know she'll find someone else so how cares anymore I don't know lord maybe I do maybe I don't but it's true I used to always think of you before me so you lost a good friend who maybe wasn't fit but was kind hearted but you say you where friends with me because you were builled a couple times I've been builled all my life don't get me started I won't say anything against you but don't ask me to stick up for you when you need it most ask your new attractive bitch of a friend group instead which is not the person you are, and you tore me apart oh well it's her loss but I'm the one who has lost