windo blows that bitch gave me ptsd like I'm back Nam shawty been blowing like a nuke, call her Kim Jon I hit it once, I should of ran I hit twice, she call me her man where the fuck, do I begin it was a sin I am not him I am not that when I get it right I don't understand when I go to church, I bring contraband got me some money, I bought me some friends do they really care? do they give a shit? does anybody believe that there's more to an end? it's give and it's take but it's taking again I'm taken aback like I don't know facts the more I get older the more I see death is this how it is? when something means nothing, is it gonna quit? just needed to vent I've been moving sus my feeling of lust is making me lost I lost all the hope I thought that I won but this the truth I'm buying a gun