I'm very sorry
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•8 months ago
I'm 13 and my mindsets rekd I feel so fucking stressed. I might point a gun at my head and pull the trigger that's my fucking stress. and I can't fucking breathe because y'all always be on me and never get anytime alone. always have to be there for someone tho. even if I don't want to be. because they get the better of me so i do it bro. so my life is sad so I make others happy so they don't have to feel how i do. depressed all these thoughts in your head making me want to kill myself but you'll never understand untill your in my shoes but it doesn't matter to you. because your not the one depressed all sad it's not the best I wish i was a normal kid. but im different try to work on my differences. but why would you care your not me not and im so mad it brings tears to my eyes makes me cry. but I have to hold on and I can't let go for some reason it wont come out. this poison is hurting me but you don't care about me because your not my bro or my friend. and in still very confused by life and how it works because I have a rare precent of these people helping me. but than a lot of these people are so mean because they don't understand what its like to be me. wake up not knowing what day it is because it all feels the same. anyway that's why I smoke nicotine and get high on a Friday so I'm not here. but a me who don't care. what you guys like to call the fun me so i don't care im starting to let go. slower every single every day. wriiting this from my soal into this so i thank you for listening to me ramble about my problems
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I'm 13 and my mindsets rekd I feel so fucking stressed. I might point a gun at my head and pull the trigger that's my fucking stress. and I can't fucking breathe because y'all always be on me and never get anytime alone. always have to be there for someone tho. even if I don't want to be. because they get the better of me so i do it bro. so my life is sad so I make others happy so they don't have to feel how i do. depressed all these thoughts in your head making me want to kill myself but you'll never understand untill your in my shoes but it doesn't matter to you. because your not the one depressed all sad it's not the best I wish i was a normal kid. but im different try to work on my differences. but why would you care your not me not and im so mad it brings tears to my eyes makes me cry. but I have to hold on and I can't let go for some reason it wont come out. this poison is hurting me but you don't care about me because your not my bro or my friend. and in still very confused by life and how it works because I have a rare precent of these people helping me. but than a lot of these people are so mean because they don't understand what its like to be me. wake up not knowing what day it is because it all feels the same. anyway that's why I smoke nicotine and get high on a Friday so I'm not here. but a me who don't care. what you guys like to call the fun me so i don't care im starting to let go. slower every single every day. wriiting this from my soal into this so i thank you for listening to me ramble about my problems
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