I feel hopeless drowning inside trying confide in the lies cried for help but no one there life not fair falling for u was my biggest fear tear My heart out stomp it on the  floor without out u I'm hurting deep in my core . I'm broken without u I don't know what to do or say I feel like my heart is crashing in feel like I'm lost with out u.      I almost lost my life for u now I'm drowning in it why would I have prove my love to u when I got brain Damage Deep wounds  deep scars I can't forget u heart is dieing time is flying alway crieing.      Depression Is battle that I'm losing my heart is bruising how could u do this to me feel like I'm losing with out u it so dark I can't even see with out u Can't u see I'm of over bleeding barly breathing anxiety attack got me freezing       Dead inside with out you I'm crying for u down on my knees ur always in my head now ur leaving me dead laying melting in bed stuck thoughts and memories clouded in head Head fill it with lead . U told me u love me forever tare my heart out tear me pieces everyone always be leaving .        I'll never be good enough life is alway ways tough never get a brake that pretty rough demons on my back knees are getting scuffed.       You are the only thing I love got sober because I hold u above please don't shove me away trapped in my head for days        Their no place I can call home bcus its u crying all day need a tissue always got issues why do I always miss u         Hit me like cupid with ur love pistol aimed sites like a missile grinding out my soul with a chisel . Feel in love ur eyes bright like a crystal. Miss the way u looked at me ur hand in mine is my destiny I can't get no clarity  this is not fair u where supposed to marry me please don't leave with out u I got to carry the weight of the ocean with my own 2 feet feeling like I'm getting lost at see I'm just hoping u missed me