Back in '21

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11 months ago

If I could change, change my past I could stop, feeling a type about the past I am from I can't take some rest and feel like I'm comin undone I wanna aim a gun to my brain and pull the trigger Nah I'm playing, I'd never follow through Even though life gets hard but it just a pill I am forced to swallow As I never give up, even if I'm smothered by the sorrow I won't lose from tragedy's As I won't get trapped in the debris I may just been overwhelmed and stressed the fuck out But the Trauma will never leave my head But atleast it doesn't make me feel dead I seem okay but under the surface is where my true colors show I turn Punishment to having fun with it What inspired me to write music? Listen to my first album Most people don't know what I'm on about? Hold on! Yeah, allow me to take a step back, back to 21 On vacation I was depressed as fuck and I started writing tracks Sitting on a table, writin out how I feel while listen to Seon Been rapping since 21 and it been a hell of a ride to be on No more a dying light, No more held hostage out of sight Am not afraid to show who I am to a world that doesn't know shit I'm maybe shit but I am learnin how to make a hit Just call me mental, I don't care about the persona I create right now Am a outcast and dealt with pain, But I am a kid with a pen and a dream Grinding and practising every day I just wanna leave a legacy in somethin I love instead of a thing I hate Press reset, lets get to start please? Have you noticed I haven't been myself When on my lowest I write Only people who know are the ones closest Maybe one day on midnight with a full moon when the light shines on me, I can finally drop this internall fight

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11 months ago

keep grinding 💪 Bars: Can improve 👏 Delivery: Can improve 👏 Impression: Can improve 👏

11 months ago

If I could change, change my past I could stop, feeling a type about the past I am from I can't take some rest and feel like I'm comin undone I wanna aim a gun to my brain and pull the trigger Nah I'm playing, I'd never follow through Even though life gets hard but it just a pill I am forced to swallow As I never give up, even if I'm smothered by the sorrow I won't lose from tragedy's As I won't get trapped in the debris I may just been overwhelmed and stressed the fuck out But the Trauma will never leave my head But atleast it doesn't make me feel dead I seem okay but under the surface is where my true colors show I turn Punishment to having fun with it What inspired me to write music? Listen to my first album Most people don't know what I'm on about? Hold on! Yeah, allow me to take a step back, back to 21 On vacation I was depressed as fuck and I started writing tracks Sitting on a table, writin out how I feel while listen to Seon Been rapping since 21 and it been a hell of a ride to be on No more a dying light, No more held hostage out of sight Am not afraid to show who I am to a world that doesn't know shit I'm maybe shit but I am learnin how to make a hit Just call me mental, I don't care about the persona I create right now Am a outcast and dealt with pain, But I am a kid with a pen and a dream Grinding and practising every day I just wanna leave a legacy in somethin I love instead of a thing I hate Press reset, lets get to start please? Have you noticed I haven't been myself When on my lowest I write Only people who know are the ones closest Maybe one day on midnight with a full moon when the light shines on me, I can finally drop this internall fight

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