I remember (00:57)
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•7 months ago
So many questions Runing from the answers Waiting on the time that we spent together Dead end length cant be measured Start again starting over roller coaster down the slide of is it over do not act in violent anger push back remaining close together caused frictikn last reflector reminding ties should split why are we together Really thought that you'd be my best friend forever I guess I was wrong and you were right as always never one losing our sight losing our breath losing her patience why Time split time spent time not remembered like that time we did doesn't matter for s*** losing my grip in my sanity while my parents are angry I'm chasing success but not really I like to sit and act silly drink a few smoke a bit almost 30 it's legit contemplating on my suicidal slip how could I make it seem like an accident that way my kids won't remember a coward b**** throwing a hissy fit I don't want to leave them with that or this I wish I could be there for them everyday but I guess I slipped away doing drugs in the past and yeah I was hitting it close to the mark but not giving it selfishly stuck in my way now I have to live with it that's not made but as the saying goes I got to lay in this s*** sleep in this mess I can't sleep I'm depressed like Lethal Weapon got a gun to my head don't need a full clip single bullet to end this but I can't cuz like everything I fail before I even start doubting myself I don't got the balls I don't got the confidence guess I'm going to talk learning how to walk with this but I can't walk paraplegic stuck that's an excuse but guess I could make a joke out of it and look like a joke till the end of this and die like every other drunk drug addict holy f*** I can't manage it somebody please save me feel like the fire is already from the spark that I delivered someone come show me how to fix like I've been hit with a stun gun pale face this isn't Fun I just wish I could run and hide away till it's done
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So many questions Runing from the answers Waiting on the time that we spent together Dead end length cant be measured Start again starting over roller coaster down the slide of is it over do not act in violent anger push back remaining close together caused frictikn last reflector reminding ties should split why are we together Really thought that you'd be my best friend forever I guess I was wrong and you were right as always never one losing our sight losing our breath losing her patience why Time split time spent time not remembered like that time we did doesn't matter for s*** losing my grip in my sanity while my parents are angry I'm chasing success but not really I like to sit and act silly drink a few smoke a bit almost 30 it's legit contemplating on my suicidal slip how could I make it seem like an accident that way my kids won't remember a coward b**** throwing a hissy fit I don't want to leave them with that or this I wish I could be there for them everyday but I guess I slipped away doing drugs in the past and yeah I was hitting it close to the mark but not giving it selfishly stuck in my way now I have to live with it that's not made but as the saying goes I got to lay in this s*** sleep in this mess I can't sleep I'm depressed like Lethal Weapon got a gun to my head don't need a full clip single bullet to end this but I can't cuz like everything I fail before I even start doubting myself I don't got the balls I don't got the confidence guess I'm going to talk learning how to walk with this but I can't walk paraplegic stuck that's an excuse but guess I could make a joke out of it and look like a joke till the end of this and die like every other drunk drug addict holy f*** I can't manage it somebody please save me feel like the fire is already from the spark that I delivered someone come show me how to fix like I've been hit with a stun gun pale face this isn't Fun I just wish I could run and hide away till it's done
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