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•8 months ago
And man it's like a miss the days more now when I was young I didn't know growing up so fast would be as depressing and lame and if I knew that it was I wouldn't have been in such a rush to grow up can I just get a refund but I guess it doesn't work that way back when I had goals plans and Pat's already made food in my stomach and everything was fun back when I remember being young I had a bedroom a wardrobe and it was all organized to my surprise if I failed to do it my mom would fix the issue let me hold my pride I wasn't very clean I was hi everyday never really skipped class until 12th grade last day never got my literacy course and I guess to graduate you need it so you can say I'm alone in a trailer still at 28 I feel depleted after everything I tried to keep a family together provide and do what's right we ended up both getting high fighting back against the tide when we went up so many Hills why would we run down the other side still it's only me alone that I cry missing my kids as they grow up through a phone cell phone really means you're locked in a cell but I guess it's old Tick Tock news Tick Tock the clocks ticking this cocks do to get some ass that actually loves and feeds him the way that he deserves I guess this is an adverb now an adjective syllable slide but I've had this s*** I just want someone to be there for me like my mom was when I was a kid but for now I just spit and by the way my ex told me that I should have quit I guess that I'm still doing it good riddance for a bit And even more now than ever does it look broken and even more now addiction grows but I don't mind it put an eye on it change my f****** ways constantly on this notepad with too much to say Mike's on headphones in used to have a friend named Mike but he was on some other s*** never cleaning up his act if I could have kicked his ass wait a minute I did and the cops got called did we ever think about the neighbors we were bugging at all paying just to fall going to the plug just to plug your finger in the f****** socket buying drugs to kill yourself what a f****** problem seems that I can't solve it like I'm Gary a snail in Bikini Bottom losing my Noggin trying to solve them riddles are easy but I can't be talking still smoke until I'm nauseous and drink until I vomit bad sack words but it doesn't matter cuz I'm running got the lights on me flashing back and forth from something I guess it's the past warrant this issue would be time to pause my life now before it's sadly deletes wait a minute it was going through hell just to get through life now white dove fly through the sky hope I can bow my head hands together pray forgiveness for my sins one last time again and lay my head hoping to wake up fresh maybe I could remember reincarnation instead of being dead is it real or am I lost instead I guess it doesn't really matter forget I asked f*** damn and it seems It's like a sickness lately you call love great I got another look on it maybe we're two in different people Pac-Man chasing water waddle Pathways switch till we all fall back together starting over again like a video game complete Sega set better learn to set your boundaries or you'll get stepped on them quick life is f****** hard as s*** nobody prepared me for this how am I still living at two years from it but I'll round up makes me feel better like I've got more time but reality is I don't want to realize s*** I'm a b**** not grown up little kid in an adult's body equal opposite talk about the elevation I had to climb just to get over this learning wisdom is better than love sex and drugs should have been paying attention now I can't lift my hand up but I wish I had the question Houdini dance a lesson learn quick before your next chance even if you get one Facebook's sitting social like a dumped out homeless bummy doped off someone's choked off burn or something tin foil tails for another day I'd rather not talk about them Cambridge they'll stay a lot of people help me out but I'm glad that they're in the past for now I just keep moving away getting numb and high every single day like I'm going to ghost in the hallway what a lot of pack chase me talking about a six pack of beer is where I feel safety nobody's got me unreal lately (Verse 1) Lost in this world, addicted to the pain, Relationships crumbled, nothing left to gain, Feeling like a car with no steering wheel, My heart shattered, searching for something real. I'm drowning in these sorrows, no escape in sight, Battles with my demons, they wage a fierce fight, Losing pieces of myself, bit by bit, As I drown in memories, trying to forget. (Verse 2) My love turned toxic, a venom in my veins, A car crash of emotions, leaving me in chains, Trapped in this cycle, suffocating tight, Death whispers in my ear, tempting me to take flight. But I won't let darkness claim my soul, I'll rise from the ashes, forge a new role, I'll rebuild this broken heart, find bliss anew, Turn these scars into stories, make dreams come true. (Verse 3) My mind can be a prison, thoughts driving me insane, But I won't let them break me or leave a lasting stain, I'll fight through the darkness, find my inner light, Channeling my pain into verses, shining bright. Losing myself in music, finding solace in the beat, Life's chaos transformed into something sweet, I'll transform my struggles into a masterpiece, Paint it with the hues of hope, releasing inner peace. (Verse 4) We all face battles, some too hard to bear, But remember, there's always someone who'll care, Reach out for support, let love heal those scars, You're not alone, beneath those prison bars. Life may break you, but you're stronger than you know, Choose a different path, let your spirit grow, Every setback is a lesson, a chance to thrive, Turn your pain into power, and let your soul survive. So, I'll rap my story, no chorus, just truth, A testament to resilience, a testimony of youth, Let's rise from the ashes, together we'll break free, Building a world where love, hope, and strength decree.
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And man it's like a miss the days more now when I was young I didn't know growing up so fast would be as depressing and lame and if I knew that it was I wouldn't have been in such a rush to grow up can I just get a refund but I guess it doesn't work that way back when I had goals plans and Pat's already made food in my stomach and everything was fun back when I remember being young I had a bedroom a wardrobe and it was all organized to my surprise if I failed to do it my mom would fix the issue let me hold my pride I wasn't very clean I was hi everyday never really skipped class until 12th grade last day never got my literacy course and I guess to graduate you need it so you can say I'm alone in a trailer still at 28 I feel depleted after everything I tried to keep a family together provide and do what's right we ended up both getting high fighting back against the tide when we went up so many Hills why would we run down the other side still it's only me alone that I cry missing my kids as they grow up through a phone cell phone really means you're locked in a cell but I guess it's old Tick Tock news Tick Tock the clocks ticking this cocks do to get some ass that actually loves and feeds him the way that he deserves I guess this is an adverb now an adjective syllable slide but I've had this s*** I just want someone to be there for me like my mom was when I was a kid but for now I just spit and by the way my ex told me that I should have quit I guess that I'm still doing it good riddance for a bit And even more now than ever does it look broken and even more now addiction grows but I don't mind it put an eye on it change my f****** ways constantly on this notepad with too much to say Mike's on headphones in used to have a friend named Mike but he was on some other s*** never cleaning up his act if I could have kicked his ass wait a minute I did and the cops got called did we ever think about the neighbors we were bugging at all paying just to fall going to the plug just to plug your finger in the f****** socket buying drugs to kill yourself what a f****** problem seems that I can't solve it like I'm Gary a snail in Bikini Bottom losing my Noggin trying to solve them riddles are easy but I can't be talking still smoke until I'm nauseous and drink until I vomit bad sack words but it doesn't matter cuz I'm running got the lights on me flashing back and forth from something I guess it's the past warrant this issue would be time to pause my life now before it's sadly deletes wait a minute it was going through hell just to get through life now white dove fly through the sky hope I can bow my head hands together pray forgiveness for my sins one last time again and lay my head hoping to wake up fresh maybe I could remember reincarnation instead of being dead is it real or am I lost instead I guess it doesn't really matter forget I asked f*** damn and it seems It's like a sickness lately you call love great I got another look on it maybe we're two in different people Pac-Man chasing water waddle Pathways switch till we all fall back together starting over again like a video game complete Sega set better learn to set your boundaries or you'll get stepped on them quick life is f****** hard as s*** nobody prepared me for this how am I still living at two years from it but I'll round up makes me feel better like I've got more time but reality is I don't want to realize s*** I'm a b**** not grown up little kid in an adult's body equal opposite talk about the elevation I had to climb just to get over this learning wisdom is better than love sex and drugs should have been paying attention now I can't lift my hand up but I wish I had the question Houdini dance a lesson learn quick before your next chance even if you get one Facebook's sitting social like a dumped out homeless bummy doped off someone's choked off burn or something tin foil tails for another day I'd rather not talk about them Cambridge they'll stay a lot of people help me out but I'm glad that they're in the past for now I just keep moving away getting numb and high every single day like I'm going to ghost in the hallway what a lot of pack chase me talking about a six pack of beer is where I feel safety nobody's got me unreal lately (Verse 1) Lost in this world, addicted to the pain, Relationships crumbled, nothing left to gain, Feeling like a car with no steering wheel, My heart shattered, searching for something real. I'm drowning in these sorrows, no escape in sight, Battles with my demons, they wage a fierce fight, Losing pieces of myself, bit by bit, As I drown in memories, trying to forget. (Verse 2) My love turned toxic, a venom in my veins, A car crash of emotions, leaving me in chains, Trapped in this cycle, suffocating tight, Death whispers in my ear, tempting me to take flight. But I won't let darkness claim my soul, I'll rise from the ashes, forge a new role, I'll rebuild this broken heart, find bliss anew, Turn these scars into stories, make dreams come true. (Verse 3) My mind can be a prison, thoughts driving me insane, But I won't let them break me or leave a lasting stain, I'll fight through the darkness, find my inner light, Channeling my pain into verses, shining bright. Losing myself in music, finding solace in the beat, Life's chaos transformed into something sweet, I'll transform my struggles into a masterpiece, Paint it with the hues of hope, releasing inner peace. (Verse 4) We all face battles, some too hard to bear, But remember, there's always someone who'll care, Reach out for support, let love heal those scars, You're not alone, beneath those prison bars. Life may break you, but you're stronger than you know, Choose a different path, let your spirit grow, Every setback is a lesson, a chance to thrive, Turn your pain into power, and let your soul survive. So, I'll rap my story, no chorus, just truth, A testament to resilience, a testimony of youth, Let's rise from the ashes, together we'll break free, Building a world where love, hope, and strength decree.
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