use to make digits now I'm addicted try to call it quits didn't make that happen and nicotine with a teen with all these emotions ain't a good recipe. for any success it won't make u fresh instead make you stressed. Breath of stress anyway but it's not easy to quit because when u do it'll make u tick untill u have to hit the shit. and when I do it after it makes me sick that I did it. and I should have never done that I'm sorry that I hit that it makes my inner stress makes me angry that I hurt myself with this poison I call anger and I can't do shit in the world because I'm not that guy to do a cause because I've had enough I've been to nice to so many guys that I called my friends but keeping them close was fake they was host and I was a viewer. when they laughed at me and called me ghost make me think and ask where did my time really go should I have done something else maybe get a life God I wish I was still 5 chilling not worrying about anything like this or that now I'm a no life rat that can't solve a problem even if it was for his life I'm a really dumb guy to be put on this earth and still be called a life of intelligence it makes me want to laugh even when I'm mad but who am I mad at I'm just not all of that of what I'm called beside a dumbass and that's a fact I wasted a lot of me years be a lazy dumb person but I can't change that that's who I am but will I change who will I become I don't know all I know is that I use to make digits now I'm a addicted