Oh no how can I ever think that I could ever be in control I can hardly handle my own life yeah, this drive I feel comes from one place and that’s heaven above. Some would say hey Djs just says he needs God because he’s insecure and needs to have a God to have a crutch on life cuz he’s week to do it by hisself or maybe it’s because he’s a lazy coward and needs someone to blame for his mistakes excuses only make more strife manipulation doesn’t make things right just causes more confusion no wonder what God there chosen Or just maybe I need God to keep Gods love mercy and grace in me so I don’t become a monster filled with hate see I could get mad at there labels but someone like that will always need a life like mine to have something to say the more I come to know Jesus the more offences don’t bother me that’s how evil evokes evil now I know not to let the devils divisions entertain me the more I peel back the onion peels and see more of our sin, the stories in the Bible become so so real but God still looks at me and grins somehow and says don’t beat yourself up don’t give up One day your hard work for me will pay off. I said Ty God but it’s your happiness I do it for to hell with me.God your my inspiration anything for your Glory is Man’s win My mother use to say You only experience your loss, so God can come to know that you’ve come to know the price and sacrifices it takes to win this thing life lives on more then self salvation and more then the ugliness of sin it’s more then principalities so much more about justice ,freedoms and peace it’s more more then harmony , good lyrics and beats it’s all about mercy grace and forgiveness the basis of the greatest of all Gods gifts ! LOVE!! God without or God within there’s no doubt it’s so easy to get lost by being distracted by the world And lose him sometimes I wonder oh lord can you feel that I understand the pain that I feel is really the pain you feel from seeing us become overcome by evil, oh all my fam and Gods people let’s not let the devil steal from us any more let’s get past self and mature let’s do for our children family and Our Lord!