hard times don't last forever and yes I do miss you and I realize what you were worth I took you and everything you do for granted because I don't understand the definition of a strong woman that I hurt and yes I can take the.blame I hurt you and look over you like am not enough confined in family and other woman pushing me away from you with beliefs on living another life that I see now that's not promised I see what it's worth and who really had my back this is a major wake up call made me think about a lot when I was locked in a cage for my actions but to tell the law I put my hands on you just don't sit right with me anymore I wonder where this vibe has gone we stopped loving each other I guess I couldn't put my pride away and show you off and show you that I love you because of my selfish and stubborn ways I tell your part before I tell my own part you made me realize my worth and why people take advantage with my kind spirit but still hanging on to baggage that I should've let go of I don't look at you the same and I know you confined in someone else after the fact it's cool Just know I deserve that pray things do get better but this is me walking away you destroyed my character like I destroyed the vision of us living a long fairy tale of a life of a marriage with kids thats not mine and my many me really don't exist but my existence is here now but soon I want be breathing when I take my last breath I do apologize and love you for being you and Iove life but in my heart it's not promised to keep living on bad terms thought this shit would be temporary but it's on going to where all I do. is work and never get to get any rest my life is in turmoil because I miss my blessing by pushing over boundaries I promise I would never cross