I stay up late every night thinking worrying stressing always thinking then knock myself out thankfully Isinkung finding some relief in complete oblivion I wake up start thinking rethinking I hate this cycle but keep repeating lying naked stripped of everything but those thoughts always repeating i look for my pills seeking oblivion vicious cycle needs rethinking but every night those thoughts repeating so I stay up late again overthinkjng ALWAYS leaching for those pills repeating throw some down please oblivion. I want that darkness more than anything vicious cycle but stops me dreaming it's getting late again I am thinking head miles mind is reeling fuck this I need thst oblivion take more pills bring on delirium anything feels . better than rethinking dark thoughts about everything I want relief of delirium then to feel myself sinking thankfully now into oblivion thinking pills delirium oblivion . And now I am out again.