Time tricks my blood drips missing u daily fuck why do good things die so suddenly my life change when you were by my side now all I wanna do is die drowning in my sorrow makeing songs to try take away the pain coke an in my nostrils blood dripping from this blade I hate life maybe I wasn’t ready for what it had I’m glade that my mom an dad looked out for me an took care me but I can’t belive my family is all in graves wall a shades membranous breaking down sad all the time I sit in my room an cry wishing u was by my side to be honest without u I wanna die I slammed door close breake down more till drowning in this pain refeclting life like why wasn’t my life great filled with hate blood stains on the wall coffin in the mail I was born to ball now I’m wishing things been a little different tripping in my room consomsued full of doom what I was I suppose to do bleeding thorough my tears missing u heart dripping pain shifting shit was suppose to be different my pain aching body shaking I try my best all the time to shine but shades gray block the way so I fight another day maybe for my sister that no longer awake I mean how much pain am i suppose to take shit back in the day life use to be great I remember without the shades grey my brain was perfect nothing missing now I’m always feeling distant life is different after 23 I was blowing weed selling tree trying to get by my moms was tripping I was always high because hides the pain that bleeds on my brain of fatal misoury life different