laugh at my pain then to cry for what when time dwelling and losing my self for what on some shit I really don't understand what we use to have will never be the same confine in other females didn't feel like I couldn't get what I needed from you feel like this lose lose situation where we both run from the truth then rather listen are compromise my despise because I don't feel the same feel alone when I don't look at you are your family the same when I feel like a mad a mistake it's.more then my pride name on shit when I should've never left starting to hate the fact I made moves with you when I should've went against you we are two different people with agendas that will never match until one of us really do leave you think karma gone catch me when am not happy u think we good when am not got a second job because I feel like I was losing money and time forever feeling broke picking up slack that don't make it no better just make me mad to where I don't want to be around emotions when I feel like I need to plead with God because he the only one that sees my pain through my guilt when I ride on the beats you can tell in my heart I am getting fed up because I am tired got to stay strong when I miss me family and many me just know my emotions levitate to another level when feel like I am at my end don't understand this shit people think it easy when love don't live here but why is it so hard to leave