[Verse 1] Why the fuck do I even care? Why do I feel like it’s my fault for what they did. Why the hell do I feel guilty for their actions. [Chorus] Got to stay perfect or they’ll hate me. Don’t you see I’m not the little girl I used to be. And I won’t ever go back. I killed that bitch with a baseball bat [Verse 2] Call me a narcissist, call me manipulative, call me a liar, and call me a bitch, just cause I didn’t want to deal with your bullshit again. [Chorus] Got to stay perfect or they’ll hate me. Don’t you see I’m not the little girl I used to be. And I won’t ever go back. I killed that bitch with a baseball bat [bridge] If I am suck a fuck up why do you believe that I’m not a fucking fuck up? [verse 4] Got to cry but I won’t let it out in front of them so I just sigh. I take the blade straight to my arm, and who cares if it hurts. It’s what I fucking deserve