its like them demons are always calling like im always withdrawing if im sleeping or about to awake something is wanting my soul to take so i love dreaming it fills like I'm one with the demon until the light and the beam tells me im alright that hes there with me even at night no matter if im screaming and that some angles were demons and beat the fight and hes there ever night and sometimes everything falls on you but there's a light when he calls on you even if it's cloudy and you fill like it's over and your done he has a new leaf to turn over because your his son and its only begun i never believed or thought but this right here was something I never could have bought in a life time until he showed me mine and what it could be even when I didn't even believe in me even if I fill broken hearted because he hasn't even started or began just wait till I fill his hand 😇. the first time left me confused like I'm in a different season but the second told me i was here for a reason and to hold on because life is hard and long and don't think about the past or try to rewind because what I seen made everything leave my mind i never know it would be but I seen a better road for me 🪽i know i messed up again and again and it was wrong and he forgive my sin no matter what I was on and there's a reason it took so long you'll see where you belong