Thats what you was tryna tell me all along- im sorry granny dint listen and i was wrong- this whole time you tried to tell me i was strong- even though i been through stupid shit you dont condone- wish i would of listen to you since the first time- said ill have a family in the future you werent lyn- and i know you proud your baby boy and its time- when i get depressed i just think of you and im fine-  and i know you couldnt see but seems to me im blind cuz i was stubborn and struglin the whole time- at times wasnt tryn- hopefully you see me growing though- i try ta keep all my problems from jaylee on the low- shit when you told me my future i didnt wanna know- but now its the truth and now you aint comin home- i hope i see you again i hope it aint too long- i hope you wit grandma and grandpa when i make it home. and i swear im sorry that i wasnt there when you passing- i was tryna better my life and tryna follow my passion- tryna do better for my baby and keep from me crashin- and when i graduate i know youll be there when it happens i hope you up in heaven chillin and and smiling and laughing- i hope you aint feelin no pain cuz we miss you badly- sorry i took your time for granted shouldve took advantage- and you could call my phone a million times ill answer gladly-and beins that your up there and im down here save me a spot so i dont rot in hell or drown here- i really miss you and wish that i had got to say thank you i love you im sorry without yous not the same-