After my boyfriend ended up in jail after they kicked my front door down looking for him for a aggravated robbery charge I was devastated. I had to fend for myself and help him in jail cuz I loved him but I was addicted to crack, lost all my friends to jail or death, my grandmother got sick and died. I was alone but made myself a business so I was a boss, took care of him and me and still smoked everyday all day, became closer to God, got off of drinking and cigs while being a user. crack saved me but ppl stereotype and judged me for it