this is quite a sad story listen word ive had a hard life by this i mean well hear goes defeat heart ache pain betrayal ya know hard to say man it fucked me up bigtime insecurities not ashamed come on vanessa maree admit what ya do and what ya see self sabatage self isolate self contain ill push you further away ill say goodbye even if you are a sweet geniune talented guy i carry a heavy burden suicide in my brain its evil its horrid and its so fucking wrong to go through the madness thinking of that funeral song here me out for a minute or two stay in this world if you ever go through what i go through fight for the breakthrough have faith happiness will return again escape escape they aint gonna see me lose the fight of mentality they aint gonna win i aint gonna lose its just what we go through lonely alone sit with your fears i pray farout i pray to heal and cure the suffering i need bit of love i walk a miricle from mypast attempts fate its not my time to got yet the war in the mind its not over yet, future hold up wait on ive got this ill get better i rid myself free take away all the hurtful memories, ive got life and with life you bet ya theres strength purpose justice peace and a verse just to say im important its worth the stay. warrior soul survivor speaking these words straight to the hearr now thats a verse.