what you did was not a damb Mirage, with some made up shit about sleeping alone in some guys garage ! It was Sabotage! Give me a break you were fucking wide awake ,probably popping that ass for some dealers sake while you left me with a heart to ache and my world quake, mind to wonder and our love at stake ! or has it been fake something you plan to forsake, the minute something better arrives, all I get are these fantasy lies that you've probably used on other guys ,like how your so surprised by their dick size gazing at em with amazing eyes and and sexy looks, enough to get em fucking cooked, and on ur hook, your a fucking crook and im an asshole , instead of just being your fucking castle! Now all I do is hassle and im relentless to the point where I ruin friendships and lose my ethics and give you premis while u look for exits ! But you did me wrong, you did me fucking dirty, I knew fucking better Becouse I was once 30 . But I was fucking horny, and over 40, I fucked you rite and you fell for poor me! because I was completly damaged and I thought I managed to keep you at a distance and somehow you bandaged a fucking wound that kept bleeding it was so misleading that when u came back it was me missreading, your real reason for returning. cuz you suck at learning and you gave another dealer control with your addiction he was able to ravage your hole and even put you in it, so now u will owe . even though he stole your home and your phone ! I was in the zone feeling ready for you, and how you made me feel, like I was someone real, someone that was worth it and needed, so I proceeded to fucking give you my heart that was bleeding. and told you impart ,I fear for my heart its been beaten and battered, mistreated and shattered, left alone in the dark after being robbed of almost everything that had mattered, ragged and tattered left just to just bleed then I made the mistake of not taking heed to take time to just read before I proceed! but like a foolish fuck blinded and desperate I didn't see sesspit I was making my next hit I needed her so much I can't make the exit