Matthew Oupa
Matthew Oupa

i don't what it's like to be a widow you are on your own now walking solo you have to adabt to noone that is lying at y

i don't what it's like to be a widow
you are on your own now walking solo 
you have to adabt to noone that is lying at y

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8 months ago

i don't what it's like to be a widow you are on your own now walking solo you have to adabt to noone that is lying at your back when you go to rest solo all alone in a home theres no number you can phone I don't know how much that can effect a person's soul even thou you theres kids thou growing up with a single parent that is all that they know no father figger you can run to when you fell and hade a bruse or you fight with a bully at school no better person that can tell you that you made him proud even thou you get the best love from your mother there's still that unrest that keeps knocking on your chest like a missing piece of a puzzle in the tree where there's me and my sister and my mama and the missing face that just ain't coming back all you see is a body up to the neck looking back I wish it wasn't like that looking in the mirror I see myself walking in that same steps I'm alive but the cause of the same trap following the Same map putting my kids to the same death Lord is there no other way back im like the apple falling close to the tree open up my eyes to see where you taking me let me leave the past behind take me to the other side where the grass is green and I'm free from this damn iniquity that's a cursed apon my family everyone is living up in luxury but im stuck inside my mysery help me be a better me please I'm down on my knees looking up to heaven 70 degrees seeking for your mercies cause that devil's been leading me taking me away me away from my responsibilities all the happiness and prosperity that you had planned for me i looked at the wrong place thats why i couldn't see my destiny but I'm now stronger nothing that's gona get me down any longer nothing thats gona ppush me back to a corner time set rhigt all my wrongs time for me get in we're do i begin need help from you Lord i know i know you listening

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8 months ago

i don't what it's like to be a widow you are on your own now walking solo you have to adabt to noone that is lying at your back when you go to rest solo all alone in a home theres no number you can phone I don't know how much that can effect a person's soul even thou you theres kids thou growing up with a single parent that is all that they know no father figger you can run to when you fell and hade a bruse or you fight with a bully at school no better person that can tell you that you made him proud even thou you get the best love from your mother there's still that unrest that keeps knocking on your chest like a missing piece of a puzzle in the tree where there's me and my sister and my mama and the missing face that just ain't coming back all you see is a body up to the neck looking back I wish it wasn't like that looking in the mirror I see myself walking in that same steps I'm alive but the cause of the same trap following the Same map putting my kids to the same death Lord is there no other way back im like the apple falling close to the tree open up my eyes to see where you taking me let me leave the past behind take me to the other side where the grass is green and I'm free from this damn iniquity that's a cursed apon my family everyone is living up in luxury but im stuck inside my mysery help me be a better me please I'm down on my knees looking up to heaven 70 degrees seeking for your mercies cause that devil's been leading me taking me away me away from my responsibilities all the happiness and prosperity that you had planned for me i looked at the wrong place thats why i couldn't see my destiny but I'm now stronger nothing that's gona get me down any longer nothing thats gona ppush me back to a corner time set rhigt all my wrongs time for me get in we're do i begin need help from you Lord i know i know you listening

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