chorus I'm sorry God for the hurt that i caused u I'm sorry I ran when You were calling I've been so fucked up now I'm dying I've realized that I cannot live without you I'm sorry for the hate i made i caused you so much pain everyday never meant to cause u those pain i was held down by lust and my sin verse 1 God your will is my desire I'm really sorry that I held u back i wish i can take time back now these demons lagging in brain i really mean to fight them. but i couldn't defeat them sometimes seems like am winning but really seems I'm losing cause I got no backup i was fighting it on my own i was scared I'd loose u so i wanted to impress u brigde I'm crawling back on my knees lord u are my everything I'm sorry i worked against u, shut the door against u made u less powerful now i feel so dark and empty pls God fix what is left of me teach me how to get off this evil don't let the devil defeat me back to chorus i bring my heart cry to ya they cause me nightmares at night i really don't wanna go back pls God keep me in your chamber back to chorus