2- this goes out to someone that i lost, 1- i have some things i wana say, and i know it aint gon be easy, i never thought theyd be a day you'd leave, i prayed god to give you the strength to get back up on your feet, but he clearly didn't hear my prayers, im so strung out on the question why your life wasnt spared, were you another angel he was seeking, its the goodbye that broke me in half what was he thinking, its the day you left your love to be remembered, its the day you gave in, my siblings are struggling with all their feelins, without the glue, we were left wondering why so soon, everything you taught us was a blessing, it will stay forever in our hearts, i feel so ruthless, i live my days looking clueless, somedays i dont even want to go through this, but its time to be strong so our families can all get along, we all think about your smile, and your laugh, how can we live without thinking about you and the past, we all miss you dearly, its hard to say that we can all think clearly, so we stand tall and we risk it all, no matter the good that comes in life, we miss you riding by our side, its rough on these streets racking in that bread for something to eat, you were a provider, a protector, a leader of a family, you guided us to believe that we could weather storms off easily, the fam aint the same in this game, we pretend like we're okay but deep down inside i know we can live up to your name, a man of good intentions, every battle was a lesson, i know you up there looking down on us, if heaven had a phone would you pick it up, so many unanswered questions, but whats life without a little resentment, so we push on and give it what we got but i know your love will always stick beside us. love sincerely your daughter 😔❤️