my last text was the last time i was left on read most dont know but i deleted my social threw away my mobile had to change my vehicle to me shes invisible im trying figure out this riddle middle finger take a picture posted like a maibox dropping packages like the mailman im doing drugs like ooldies im trying forget everything play it off like nothing happen i havnt ate like im fasten at the table eating with no family talking to myself like im crazy my vision looking blurry man this nug look so hairy break it down roll it up im going far away i feel a bad presence i stop righting to santa cause i aint get all my presents grateful for what my mGFom always handed me i see the book with no pictures i remebe i got expelled from the teacher im a hard headed motherfuker trying get richer as i back myself away i see the hate they think i change now they miss the old me when i was struggling and i still am but now im fighting demons on my own thats the difference