I may not text back time, or answer your calls everytime you try, . but you will always be a friend of mine, the favorite person on my speed dial, i thought I'll never let you hit the ground, but look at the way that I hurt you now. I've disappointed many people b4, I'll try to do better next time. mama been praying fr me to change. I say I'm a slave, she don't see the chains. life's a bitch but we're engaged. I understand if she fornicates. I've been hurting for a couple days, how everything going side ways. I've been looking at my current state, like this is not the way that I was raised. I got lost at sea. a caged bird, u know that's me, my reflection that's all i see. I'm flexing, i pull up so clean. stars are attractive and beautiful, but if you get closer they burn. best be careful what you wishing coz that shit will take over your brain. BRIDGE: I was wrong, I Bealived the lies, now I'm on my own, yeah I'm home alone, in here playing your favorite song. tears falling down from my bloody eyes, I pick up the phone, waiting for your call, I'm still holding on, I can't let you go. VERSE2: this time I won't stop you if you Wanna leave, it's about time that i let you go.. you came here with all of these expectations, making loving you impossible. but i still recall the day we got acquainted, you turned my dreams to reality...you are cut from the different cloth girl I saw the uniqueness of quality. untill u go six feet deep u remain a mystery like 6 6 6. first time i saw you I ddnt blv my eyes coz then I've been dreaming about a girl like you. they told me about you, I ddnt blv those guys coz my heart only wanted to be with you. I thought you were the one to fulfill my needs. I thought you were the one that I saw in my dreams. I got defensive when it comes to you, you never told me you appreciate. remember the day that I fought for you? u called me crazy when protecting your name. since that day I've been feeling so blue, my world is cloudy anytime it might rain. recalling lessons from the Sunday school. everything they taught me was legitimate My teacher told me, yours told you too. but we going through life with a different approach. seeing things on a different view. like the players that don't ever listen to coach. heartbreaks are inevitable, controllable feelings like with a remote. I used to think that you all that I want, I've been irresponsible with my thoughts.