I be tryin all the time to be there for the trenches I donate some shit every year all these niggaz switchin up they don't know the feelin to give back they just wanna spin everyday at the same time knowin when they die ain't nobody gon spin for them damn these niggaz they some hoes like I said before I ain't gon say it twice cause I know u ain't heard the first time I always try to inspire cause I feel like I made it but then we had to get it out the mud right now listening to 42 dugg u ain't gon make it out alone that's the real truth I tried by all means to be there for the trenches I tried by all means to be there for my niggaz I tried by all means to be there for my family this letter from my heart this the moment of truth the moment of forgiveness um the est but I pray u make it out of surgery undefeated but um worried that some day this shit gon end that's why I pray at moment why I prayed for this moment