I keep a low profile status TempurPedic mattress underneath I keep the ratchet electronic type static 10 years since I was an addict I remember the sickness for my worst enimes I done even wish this. the whole situation was fucking ridiculous my addiction was never depicted depicted heated up turn it to liquid as soon as it was injected I was lifted my whole attitude shifted like I was just gifted feeling of never being existed just kind of drifted it's fuck wicked. the disease of addiction see me I wasn't trying to get high I was just trying to feel alive live a little bit and get by so fucking fanlatic how the world turned in a circle like a ratchet Steve Urkel used to have a couple bad habits caught in the tits off a rabbit who can you trust fucked up paranoid when your family find out you was corrupt 2 drops of asid into your eye lids all ya hear is your baby crying in the crib trying to figure out how u gona live you can't see you can't feed then you realize u miss placed your weed grab your neck thinking u can't breath fall to your knees praying to God begging please you wake up spaz attack realize it was all just aw bad dream.. puddle of water from crying aw stream. your phone starts buzzing it's just your cousin Making sure you put the food in the oven you start cussing bugging look to the sky