Never felt the same since my daddy died it was tragic/ let me speak a story of my life and what just happened/ spent most of my life incarcerated I’m just nappin/ but now I’m free my daddy’s gone/ my turn to sit on the throne and b a man/ I pray to god my soul to keep if I should die before I wake I feel a rumble earth quake (repeat)/ everyday I wake man gone and hopeless for sakes man/ keep it 100 no fake man/ ready to go give me a break man/ I can’t turn on the life I live/ tryna b better but I turned to that fifth/ alcoholic symbol is this what he meant/ when I got told by my family I wasn’t worth shit/ go and kill urself they don’t see I’m depressed when I try to make amends threats with two to the chest/ now I’m accepted well would u imagine that/ took my dad dying the pain I had to occur/ where were u when I needed u the memoirs r such a blur/ haven’t seen y’all since what 8 thought I was a disgrace/ I have a black child no need to play the race/ took tall 10 plus years to recognize the pain that added on by my other family I should of listened to my aunt well that’s all she wrote see y’all in part two of a fucked up memoir soon you’ll learn how from me to you