I'VE BEEN THINKING FOR A LONG TIME...... ABOUT, WHAT I SHOULD DO WITH MY LIFE. I CAN'T BE THIS NO MORE... I CAN'T DO THIS NO MORE... I'VE BEEN WONDERING, HOW I GOT THIS LIFE, THE CHOICES THAT I MADE, WAS THEY WRONG, WAS THEY RIGHT? I GOTTA' TO STAND AND FIGHT... DESTROY THE DARKNESS THAT'S MAKING ME BLIND. SO I CAN SEE THE LIGHT. HOW MANY TIMES, DID I SLIP AND FALL. AND BLAMED THE WORLD, FOR ALL MY FAULTS. PLUS NEVER TOOK ACCOUNTABILITY FOR ALL THE THINGS, THAT I DONE WRONG. LIKE, SAYING, TO MY MOTHER, THAT I DIDN'T LOVE HER AT ALL. TELLING ALL MY TEACHERS, TO FUCK OFF, AS I RAN DOWN THE HALL. I DIDN'T CARE, I DIDN'T LISTEN, I WASN'T SCARED, I WASN'T FLINCHING. I DID WHATEVER I WANTED, AND NO ONE COULD TELL ME DIFFERENT. I WAS REBELLING AGAINST THE SYSTEM. IF YOU TOUCHED ME, I WOULD HIT YA'. IF YOU DIDN'T DO WHAT I WANTED, I WOULD MAKE YA'. LIKE A DICTATOR.