î dear God najikaza but have never gat succeed na talk na wewe every day na pray before i sleep you never answered me so i put a question are you there are you real do you even listen to me when i pray Damn ama mi siner so you ignore im running out of patients if it test then nimefeli im fr you took my mom when i was still young the pain is still in tense and im so so sorry if im question you said you gat plans for me not to ruin but good plans what that phrase suppose to mean overthinking i need some help here these things are really hurting feel like im dying is like putting a roar salt on a fresh wood ooh hurting they say to be born is a good luck but dying is a must so i gatta saty forcus with my lifeHOW?? but life is beating me up and down i have no where to go im like an orphan walking in streets stop plz the pain stop overdosiang need some help stop weed take to high place that i can not come down adding toxic substance on my cant breathe