it's been a while but I guess it's still me I was all over the place but I couldn't choose from where to start from but what can I do I was Already leaving like a got nothing to lose in this fucked life no matter how I see the future reality says otherwise so if you are feeling like I do Waze your hand and sing it with me. No matter how I see the lord I just can't seems to figure it out cause the lord is really hard to explain and my mama always tell me to pray and have faith but I can't just picture myself doing it . and I have being living like I don't really care even if I live or die. everyday is just like a nightmare over and over again and am fight all this demos everyday and their too scared to show their face 😈 and I do believe that the blessed once are the most cursed. but sometimes it feel like their winning the fight causes find myself doing what the Fuck I don't wanna do . but I am a fighter that's why I can't quite cause I got this shit beat out of me . hustling all day long until the cash came and the hoes is for the stress and you got no love and this fucking competition is stress.